THIS POEM SUCKS (Puzzle)

I'd rather that routine preoccupy
Than doubt destroy
Distractions of uncertainty
Continually employed
So much work ahead of me;
A hermit's life
Future and present:
The unwed wife.
To be hedonistic,
Keep the cup full
Gazing at the future
Dripping slowly, drool.
Fun is temporary
But more meaningful.
I like to keep it simple,
A one-piece puzzle.